I'm so utterly exhausted
today, sort of floating around in a state of semi-awareness
, which is dreamy but not best for accomplishing any of the things I'd planned to. I'm taxing resources just thinking today, nevermind
doing. I went to bed shortly after 5am this morning, watched the sun come up and listened to the sweet little birds chirping
outside of my open window. I love that, those moments when I know I should be in bed sleeping, dreaming, doing the opposite of what I should be. I don't know why
, exactly, other then I like that I have the ability.
I wouldn't be tired today but the phone
kept ringing this morning, ringing and ringing and I couldn't stand it i just gave up and ended up spending a great deal of my time here
on e2 and talking to a few people on IRC. Actually, I just talked to toasty
I can't even watch msyelf type because my eyes don't quite have that ability, the reading thing
.. I'm staring out the window as a cool breeze slips through the screen and over my face. I'd probably fall asleep
were it not for this, the wind is a bit cool today, but not cold and heartless like it's been as of late
. This is nice.
I've many things to do this week but I'm npo sure how many
I'll actually do.. the most plausible
right now would be taking a little nap or something along those lines because I don't think I'll last much longer sitting here
. I need to go to the doctor's but I'll probably put it off until my head falls from my shoulders
. I really hate those weenie's sometimes, they've not helped me much in the past..
Ah well, more to come later when I've had my nap. naps n the middle of the day provoke
very strange things. Never-the-less, I'm off.