I just wandered out of bed about an hour ago
and it's already painfully apparent that this day isn't going to hold much in the way of goodness. My best friend
, who happens to live with me, is probably crying as I write this and I hate when she cries, it's as if they're my own tears
. Her dad is sick, he's been sick for a while (with something called colitis or something like that).. but he's going in for an "emergency" explorative surgery
today. This wouldn't be so bad except that there is a high probability that it's cancer
, since his pre-existing condition leads to cancer if it doesn't go away and his hasn't. Her mother called (my friend is still at work), and wanted her number there
. I thought it might be better if she had a person to cry on rather than a cash register
or some such.. so I went over and told her. I hate telling people
things like that, though I think I'm pretty good at it, in a way. She decided to stay at work because she'd only have more time to worry if she were home.. but it left me wondering whether I should have told her
or not though she thanked me for it. It sucks having to make judgement calls
I slept for about ten hours last night, and though I guess it was much needed I still hate sleeping for that long. I had a funny dream where the bath tub fell apart and my friend and I were in the middle of a huge FBI operation
, our lives were in danger the whole time. Dun dun dunnnn... I'll add to this later in a dreamlog perhpas.
Oh, it is later. And things are looking much dreamier at this point.. he's okay, my best friend's dad that is. I think I've never been quite so happy to hear that someone is okay as I was when I found that out.. he had his appendix
out, and everything seems to be alright now. Dreeeeamy.. I'm so glad, because I don't think I could have bared to see her cry anymore. Ah.. sweet, sweet
Also, I won the Whose node is it anyway?
thing, and that was very nice and dreamy as well. I guess the day kind of completely turned around, now, didn't it?