she has stopped
sleeping.
she really want to sleep though.
she's trying to be
healthier
but all the
drinking and
smoking isn't helping.
everyone wants her
to quit but she
probably never will.
she's been living on
candy and rice
sugar and salt.
she's been drinking cups of coffee
and laughing
hystiercally at
5am
when she and her
roommate have
insomnia.
she remembers when the boy she
loves
used to be so close.
she
remembers when her best friend
used to be so close.
she likes to remember.
salt and
sugar.
she just wants to feel
alive
she lies in bed at night
reliving every
moment from before.
oh well
she's
cold and
self-centered.
try to get over her.
On a lighter note, someone wrote "Nodevertising," I thought I was going to die. Thats the best thing I've ever heard.