5th day of intense coding
i've been coding at least 15 hours a day. smoke less
, eat less
, drink less
, think less
except for the problem i'm solving, and sleep less
my finger print
s are getting thiner.
get up at six. jump in the train
to the office. sit at the desk and run emacs
. then i'm good to go
i love coding
, but i'm tired. phisically and mentally.
so, i took a longer break this afternoon. got 20 oz coffee
and a pack of cigarette
. sat at the staires infront of the office building. i was thinking random stuffs
watching people passing me by and cars/trucks on the street.
then i saw the container with big 'EVERGREEN
' sign on the side. i've seen this containers when i lived in seattle
area. it was funny to see the container here in tokyo
. why? i don't know
i started to think about people
up there. i've seen some notes of those people, but haven't kept in touch with them.
i was there a month ago. i'm living in totally diffrent life as far as my sorroundings are concerned.
i miss my life there
, but i can't tell which one is better.
no matter what/no matter where i live, i'll do what i gotta do.
then i threw my half smoked cigarette
and went back to the office to do the thing i gotta do.