Ok, I am still pondering the moving. NeXT.boy is such a pimp (he told me to type that).. San Francisco, or Chicago.. follow my best friend.. or brave being 100% alone. BTW, guys confuse the hell out of me. On my trip to Chicago (im still here).. I have had my pseudo-boyfriend, who doesn't get any play (NeXT.boy).. this hottie guy, who called me a little girl in a condecending way, and then i met my dream guy who i wont ever have, who probably isn't my dream guy.. but he is at least 4 inches under teh surface.. but i can't even attempt to have him because it is impossible. I have a really fucked up world btw. I created it, but its fucking odd.