Here I am, sitting at my computer,
half naked,
chain smoking and playing
freecell like a madman, when I should be out looking for a job. But I've got too much on my mind to do anything worthwhile today.
Earlier this week, I got an email from a female who I was
infatuated with, which said
she couldn't call me by my name because she fell in love with someone whose name is also Kevin. Which made me feel bad because I was hoping that maybe she would
come back to the states and realize that I was this great guy and maybe
love me like I loved her.
In addition, the
two people I care about most in this world are in financial trouble. And I want to help them in whatever way I can, but I owe over $4000 in
student loan payments. Which is why i should be looking for a job.
Although, there is one good thing to look forward to, my cousin's
bachelor party this weekend.
Plans for
tomorrow: buy more
cigarettes, withdraw money from bank, find a
job, any job, because I need money for my
nicotine.