As far as I'm concerned, a job means JUST OVER BROKE.

So why is it that I want to get another job?

Boredom? Yes. New challenges? Yes. Higher pay? Yes.

But all it means is to have someone else tell you what you're worth, what you can and cannot do, when you wake up and when you sleep and when you can eat.

Prison has more freedom than this!

So I just had a telephone interview about a position I was trained in - and education I paid more than $50,000 for with a result of getting a degree. Apparently, if you stumble a little bit, you get crucified for it. Not only that, your skills 3 to 4 years down the road seem absolutely obsolete.

I could get more bitter about it, but I don't have time for that.

What I realized after going through the interview, is that I am no longer built for doing what I was trained to do in University. My guess is that my character is starting to surpass my skills and abilities.

Perhaps I need to build myself inside-out before I really know what to do with myself.

I'm probably more suited to a C-Level opportunity - but to which I have no credibility to enter.

So how do i go about earning this right? Earning this type of credibility takes years. Am I willing to sacrifice for this?

Not now. But it looks like I will need to. I've sacrificed much up to this point. Perhaps there's another level I have no knowledge about.

Perhaps what some people are telling me, is all false only because I don't believe them.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

I need to find some concrete answers.

First off, I need to find a purpose in the 95% world. Something that I can fit into and something that fits me.

Second, I need to continue with my website design business for a second stream of income. That is the sole purpose for that - as well as helping those who need and Internet presence at an inexpensive price.

Third, I need to grow myself in Interbiz. I need to help other people find a dream worth fighting for. It might be easier to help others find it than to find my own. Usually with anyone, that is the case.

But wait. I know what my dream is. But while that may seem far away, I need to help others reach theirs.

But this is only for the willing. Searching for them takes effort. It takes sacrifice. And the business plan is so simple. So simple it can be said in a few words:

1. You buy from a website that eventually pays you back more than what you spend when you organize your community to buy from that same website.

You get tax write-offs as a business, you get association with great, hope-filled people, you get wealth as you define it and not determined by someone else.

You get your life back.