I have everything I could ever want in my life except love. I want love. I don't care what kind of love just love. I get no love from my parents. Its more of a respect. Everyone I have ever looked to for love has hurt me. Hurt me in every single way possible. I dont know what it is about me. I suppose I'm just destined to remain loveless my whole life. Why will nobody love me?

I cry. It hurts so much to be lonely. I want someone to tell me Chris I love you, someone that will hold me, someone that will make me laugh. No matter where I look, i just can't find it.

On the lighter side: I called the cops on some guys breaking into my house.