9:21pm
I am very tired today. I got 7 hours of sleep, that should be enough. It was a slacking day, though I did get some stuff done that has been meaning to be done for a while.
I am again anxious today about meeting Sara on friday. Even more than yesterday. At this rate, I should be a basket case soon.
I've been thinking about and re-reading Sara's last long letter to me. She specifically said that she doesn't want any relationships, committments or serious dating right now. This makes me think that maybe casual dating is ok? Or is that a relationship? It seems almost like she deliberately avoided including "casual" in there where she could have easily done so. Maybe I'm just thinking about it too much. I'm just happy being with her; I'm glad that she wants to get together for stuff.