finally, regret...
if tonight i were allowed to relive the day, starting over where yesterday left off with such high expectations, i would do more to strengthen your faith in me, reestablish forgotten connections, appreciate your presence...
somedays, in place of me there is only air, too complacent to move even leaves. but i promise i would change everything, be anything, to eliminate the acrid remains of this day and to further promote futures as bright as the present.
i can only wish for forgiveness, at the least, forgetfullness, if i must live with these current results.
tomorrow brings with it hope.. the hope that comes after the fiercest floods create ruins where monuments once stood. and if this is all i'm granted, i pray i'll not complain and forfeit rare moments with you for common times spent in lonely sorrow.