Today everything changed
Last night’s devotion
has now become this afternoon’s longing. The poem that seemed too wonderful then has now become very profound
in its inclination of tragedy. We broke up, again. A long time girlfriend
now goes onward into the rotting halls of my memory, and for that I am mournful.
I always pictured her so perfectly, devoting myself to her as well as I could. What once was is again shattered, however this time I do not feel the sting of agony
rising up in my very soul. It is a clean break, she is away, and gone out of my life but this time I am not alone. Though I said it before, it has become some sort of personal cliché
or motto of misery
; everything is going to be all right.
We created this account in order to elucidate
what we didn’t already know as well as propagate
the knowledge of our experiences and journeys. This, like all else in life is an experiment, in emotion, in fact and in reality. We do not seek perfection
, we long for enlightenment
growth. This is hardly a beginning but the extension of life and its lessons.
This is what it is, and what will be will be.