I am not a geek. I do not know C++, I have never used and know nothing about Linux, or any other geek prerequisites. Yet I still feel like shit, and get treated like it by others. I have never had a girlfriend, although not for lack of trying. I envy you people with technical skills and savvy. You will one day make something of yourselves, and probably make a shitload of money while you're at it, compensating for what tribulation you may be currently going through. I, on the other hand, have none of this. I am not a big shot now. I am a nobody, the kind of person that's always in the background. Worse yet, it's not going to get any better. I can't find little communes and share common experiences. I'm not going to be a pillar of the future economy. In short, I'm not a geek, and wish I was.