I am in a slump. Don't care about school, don't care about bills, blah blah blah. I don't care. All I seem to want to do lately is get drunk and party and have the seemingly easy life. After all it is my senior year of college, and part of me is thinking "Celebrate!" Of course, the other part of me is thinking, "Hey, idiot, you haven't graduated yet."
So I feel I am in some sort of perpetual fight with myself. Do I give up responsibility? Do I drink all night and sleep all day and screw the consequences of my actions? Or do I embrace it? Can't I just actually WANT to sit down and crank out a three page essay twice a week?
Some place in between this mess of stupid
ity might work, if only I could find it.