I called an old woman aquaintance of mine today. Pam. She and I go way back. I miss her but I am struggling to admit it even to myself. She is a handful, to say the least. Arrested twice in the last couple of months for Posession and shoplifting.

I wonder if she is worth going after again

Yes? No?

Pam, this is for you. I miss you more than you can realize. You have always been good to me. I wish the world for you. I want us to work, but I doubt it will. I am running on a very large amount of optimism here. Get out of trouble. Just be with me; It's all I want. Sex is nice, but I don't think it would be rational right now. Just be with me