I didn't know that
guys could
fake orgasms until I did it one time! It takes me a
long time, especially if I'm
nervous or it's my first time with
somebody. So, there we were, and it seemed to me like she was getting
bored. Or maybe I was just
mortally afraid that she was getting bored, and
projected my
fears onto
reality. So, I kind of changed the
rythm of my
movement, made an
"oh my god I'm coming" face, and then slowed down and kind of relaxed.
She couldn't tell the difference. Or maybe, she could tell and was just being
polite. I felt
resentful, but didn't say anything. Looking back, I was of course being an
idiot. Faking orgasms is lame, and I'll never do it again, and I hope nobody does it to me (but I'm sure people have).
Isn't
Everything great? Here I can say the most
painful,
wretched things about myself to hundreds of
strangers and still feel okay about it. :-)