I don't see what is going wrong, but I feel that something is. I can't tell what, I just know it is something. He doesn't seem satisfied, just happy. That isn't a bad thing, but it's like I can't do anymore and I know that what I am doing isn't satisfying him, so what more can I do? I don't know what to say, or what to do, I just know that I'm not doing good enough, or that to me, I'm not good enough.

He is my everything, someone that I just can't let go, that I believe no matter how hard I try, I just can't let him go, and I never will be able to, even if I really want to. We are together, but if he isn't satisfied than we may not be for a while longer. Since he is my everything, I don't know what I can do to make him satisfied, or happier, but I would try anything to do so. I would go to Afghanistan and try to make peace for him, I would do ANYTHING for him, to make him happy, satisfied, and to stay with me forever. He is the best guy that I have ever met, Sean is the best guy that I have ever met.