Depressed again.

Stumbled upon old pictures last night while moving my computer. My ex-girlfriend and I. It's been almost a year now, since she told me she didn't want me anymore. After I found the pictures, I couldn't sleep. I even went out and bought a pack of cigarettes. My first pack in four months. I drove around in the rain for hours until I could sleep, and today, I just want to stay in bed. Classes all day, though, so I can't.

I feel like my time is wasted here. I don't know what these classes are doing for me, except killing time. They don't seem to be leading anywhere, and I just feel like I'm lost.

There used to be a time when I was normal.

I just want it to be like it was.