The sky today is clear but I am dull and heavy
. Painfully in need of touch which is not available
. My eyes close and in the monstrously slowed down flickers of blinking
I see entire movies, a melodramatic summary
of what went before. Past intermingle
s with present and I give people today the answers to other people before
. Things I did not say at the time, mostly
Mostly. Mostly, I just need a hug.