Five days of depression...
seasonal.
Faith shattered by coincidental communication mishaps. (and the more I think about it and the more I read - the more I feel I was right...)
Relationships...not measuring up to what I had expected...fading...(especially after these occurances...)
Loss. That continual thread pulling thnigs together.
Appearantly I'm not the "value added".
Well, things are completely different than three months ago...and I have less faith than when I started...