I didn't sleep at all well last night. Nightmarish visions
of a Bush
presidency danced in my head; I imagined the United States
transformed into The Handmaid's Tale
as the religious right
sunk their teeth into their coke-snorting, killhappy, drunk-driving idiot richboy dilettante
. I dislike Gore
, he's uncharismatic, elitist
but I fear for the human rights
under a Bush term in office, especially since the winner of this disturbingly close election will choose perhaps as many as three supreme court
justices. I didn't want to vote for Gore, but I realized that a vote for Hagelin
would possibly be a vote for Bush, and that frightened me into voting for someone I supported with little enthusiasm.
There are so many things that disturb me about Bush, but even more disturbs me about the people who voted for him, people who said things like, "I like the way he talks better" have these people been listening? Bush has said some of the most unbelievably stupid things I've ever read -- a few quotes attributed to him I was sure were phony until I saw them verified by chillingly reliable sourses like the associated press. I called a close friend of mine and jokingly told him that I wished I could be with him on the last night of the civilized world.
But this morning was even worse. With the complete certainty of a Bush win gone, I dared to hope for Gore to win(funny how someone I see as a mediocre choice and for whom I did not decide to cast my vote for until the last moment becomes a "hope"). Anne Sexton, that crafty fur-wearing, suicidal bitch taunts me again and whispers what I have chosen as my quote for E2 "The worst of anyone can be, finally, an accident of hope". Brutal. When I got to work this morning, I found that a few people I work with had voted for Bush, when I asked, "why?" I found that the only reason they supported him was that they were against abortion. I was infuriated at first, wondering how they could support someone who does not have any of their best interests at heart (these people are first generation immigrants who have worked low-paying jobs) but then I was just sadly resigned. It looks like a return to the Reagan years, and Clinton's silly bridge to the next century is going to be demolished for a time warp back.
Gore won this state handily, and he carried Illinois and New York, and the boost from California has given him a slight edge in the popular vote. He will likely loose by the narrowest of margins in Florida. If anything, this may serve as a wake-up call for the United States to demolish the silly electoral voting system. Why can't americans vote directly for the president?
Otherwise, I was surprised to learn that Alabama still had an anti-miscegenation law on the books that was repealed yesterday. Opposition came from the Southern Party, a confederate heritate group. Cnn quoted one of its leaders as saying
"Interracial marriage is bad for our Southern culture."
Which I found amusing because of research
I did for a college geneology
project which included extensive study of passe blancs
. Apparently, race-mixing has been hugely prevalent
in southern states, especially where octoroons
(people with some, but little african
descent) were pale or european enough in feature to pass into white society
. And many wealthy antebellum southern planters kept Quadroon
mistresses. I guess what he meant was that it's okay to treat non-whites as whores
, but bad to bring them home to mother
This has been a tiresome day.