Well this has certainly been the
oddest (and arguably the worst) week of my life.
Hermetic on
Monday
The
NYC/
Pentagon terrorism on
Tuesday
And today, as it directly affects my life, so far has taken the
cake
Not that
Hermetic and The
terrorist bombings didn't affect me, or that they were unimportant, just that I barely knew
Hermetic, and I didn't know anyone in the
world trade center
Perhaps I should explain a little.
(here we go...)
There's this
girl. Her name is
unimportant, but regardless, there's a
girl. I've known her for years now. I kind of liked her for a while, and we sort of fooled around, but nothing too intense.
Flash forward a year or two. I fall in
love with her. Like, not just a
crush... (After a short while of concideration, but not long enough) I tell her this, while she's dating some guy. No
Response... oops!
It takes a while, but eventually I push the thoughts out of my mind (or at least out of my current view).
A few months later. This is where today comes in. We were out for
coffee (as we often do) and we're talking about life (as we often do) and in that conversation, she ends up disclosing to me that when she was
nine, she was
raped by a 17 year old.
dot
dot dot
How do you
respond to something like that? All I could come up with is to hug her... I feel SOOO horrible
I think now I'm going to cry
...
I don't want to wake up to see what tomorrow holds in store for me
Ryan, if you figgure out who it is, PLEASE don't say anything