It is prevailing over me.
I know, I should be in bed by this time, I'm not
Shaking here in the room, its late night and I'm tired to the edge of breakdown
In the morning I will head for Stockholm in a frail attempt to get some distance to myself and my situation here.

I'm not sure if I should indulge in the full deal of things, I really dont think you fellow noders would care about it.

in short it boils down to that I have to move, soon. relationship turning sour, economy going worse.

send me an angel? right now....

a prayer for those who feel like this, a moment of tranquility