I remember making the customary Hello World
program in Visual Basic
class last year.
Now that seems so fucking
Soon I will start college, an EECS major
at a premier University
. I got two B’s in High School
: one in math
, one in science
. What am I thinking?
It’s all nervous energy now. That “this-is-gonna-be- good” edge-of-your-seat sensation one gets just before Christmastime that pumps the adrenaline
through your veins at an alarming rate.
Soon I’ll be getting good grades, sailing through – stumbling through – on my way towards Corporate America
. I’ll work for forty years, giving my back, my eyes, and my marriage to the company. I’ll retire
to a life
of bitching about the morning paper getting wet, watching The Price is Right
, and telling the boys at the bar how good I was, once upon a time.
I’m usually such a happy
knows what’s made me so reflective tonight.
It’s full moon fever. But it doesn’t matter.
Here I am World.