I need to grow some bollocks.

I have been in love for some time now, or rather infatuated with my neighbor. I could sing her praises, but I have done than in a previous node.

While, I found out that she didn't kiss my roommate as was suggested to me, I still sort of came to the conclusion that she wasn't interested in me. Though that still didn't stop me from longing for her. Even though, or possibly because I didn't have her, it feels really good.

But it still kills me to see her in all of her beauty.

Maybe I just need to grow some balls and tell her how I feel. Although if she truly isn't interested and she tells me, that may interfere with my infatuation habit. What to do?