being in love
does not just
affect the two whom are primarily involved. i have put two people together, who are now both in ecstacy mode
, and it makes me happy too. of course, i'm also getting kind of depressed
since the one i love is currently not telling me anything. you get to the point of being
in love from the point of loving
someone, via their showing of love for you. i wish she
would. i lean my head on her shoulder
, and ask if it's ok, since she still doesn't tell me anything. she says "yeah, it's ok, i don't care
." how can she be so kind and so very cruel at the same time?
on a quasirelated subject, have you ever had the sensation of being hugged by someone with cold hands but a warm body? when they caress your neck... oooh! nothing like it.
the best sensation i have had in my life so far (i am a virgin) was when the aforementioned girl relaxed for me. it was at the school dance. see rescdskfoo's first kiss. she had no tension in her--she was not afraid, she was not self-conscious, she was happy. so was i.