I was driving home from school tonight and had a very bizarre epiphany as my car sped across the unusually barren 405 freeway. I was sitting there, listening to Tori Amos sing her wonderful song Winter, and realized something quite profound.

I can't picture myself when I'm thirty.

Thirty is only five and a half years away, and yet when I try to conjure some image of me at thirty, I draw a complete blank. I don't know where I'll be living. I don't know what I'll be doing. Hell, I don't know if I'll even be alive.

Is this normal?