I set the tone
of the day
by listening to Falls to Climb
when I got out of the shower
"Someone has to take the fall.... why not me?"
It put me in a melancholy
mood that I don't really have any reason
for. I started remember
ing my brief bout wiht depression
, and what it did to both of us. Well, her
bout with depression
, and what it did to me
. It was put well
yesterday... I was becoming more and more transparent
But let's not think
about that, now. It's over, we've learned, it's over.
I worked out in our un-air conditioned fitness center
. I'm coming together nicely... discovering a body
that I only suspected that I had.
After that, had some quiet time
and read Cryptonomicon
. Napped, and then she
came over; we watched a movie... The Talented Mr. Ripley
. I saw it in the theatre
, with my ex-girlfriend
It's over... they're both over.
I need to quit listening to Michael Stipe
early in the morning.