I set the
tone of the
day by listening to
Falls to Climb when I got out of the
shower.
"Someone has to take the fall.... why not me?"
It put me in a
melancholy mood that I don't really have any
reason for. I started
remembering my brief bout wiht
depression, and what it did to both of us. Well,
her bout with
depression, and what it did to
me. It was
put well yesterday... I was becoming more and more
transparent.
But let's not
think about that, now. It's over, we've learned, it's over.
It's
over.
After
work I worked out in our un-air conditioned
fitness center. I'm coming together nicely... discovering a
body that I only suspected that I had.
After that, had some
quiet time and read
Cryptonomicon. Napped, and then
she came over; we watched a movie...
The Talented Mr. Ripley. I saw it in the
theatre, with my
ex-girlfriend.
...
It's over... they're both over.
I need to quit listening to
Michael Stipe early in the morning.