I don't hate god... Why? Because I don't believe
in him. Yes, I believe in some sort of higher power
out there, some sort of governing force
, but I just don't believe in "God" in the typical Christian
sense of the word.
What I do
hate is their idealized
version of "him". I hate the fact that if you don't believe in THIS God, THIS version, people will tell you that you're going to hell
, that you're a sinner
, and that you absolutely must
accept him into your heart or else you will meet dark impending doom
. I once was at a pregnancy
-testing clinic, and on walking in, I had no idea that the people there were ultra-Catholic
. Before I was allowed to take the test ("Just give me the goddamned test, I want to be sure it's negative once and for all, the sooner the better!!"
), I had to sit in a room and talk with them about what options I would choose ASIDE from abortion
, being as that's just not allowed, and what my feelings on God
were. I told them flat-out that I didn't believe in him. They told me that they really wanted to hear my opinions
of why I didn't, that they promised they wouldn't be offended by anything I said, and that they would listen
with an open mind
. Promptly, I launched into my reasons on why I think that the bible
is merely a political work of fiction
, and that Christianity was merely something used to destroy the Roman Empire, but caught on a little too well. I told them that I didn't respect the fact that most Christians will not accept any other viewpoints
except their own, even though
one of the main concepts in their religion
is that God
loves and accepts everybody
. When I was finally done, they looked at me and said, "We respect your opinions, BUT when you die, you will find out just how wrong you are for not accepting God into your heart, and we're very sorry that a nice girl like you will have to suffer for eternity in hell"
I don't hate God. How can I hate something I don't believe in? I just hate all those bible-thumping fanatics
, all those brainwashed people who can't even hear others' views and actually listen
to them, all those people who insist that it's their way or the highway
, and that everyone else is wrong, no matter what.
I don't hate God. I hate religion