People tend to ask this question of me a lot. I have yet to offer them a decent answer. I suppose the real reason should be 'I am a fucking moron', but the reason I started was one of my friends, who I suppose really shouldn't be referred to as a friend. It's a decision I regret daily, but a habit I can't seem to break. I think I'll go outside now, and have a smoke. Shit.

After reading prole's comments, I discovered something else. One can never stop being a smoker. One can merely stop lighting cigarettes. You'll always be a smoker, even for years after you quit. You'll always have that desire, always want just one more fucking cigarette. *sigh* Wish me luck.