i wrote this while i was falling asleep. tired words from tired head with tired eyes guiding slow text.

tears of sickening silver
turned black, as this day
i hear plaintive.. cry?
falls upon deaths ear 
and you are saved
but gone and 
you didn't think of me
now even this pen
feels heavy and I can
hear the words
closed eyes to block
straining torn heart
ripped.. or pulled away
in loving, s l o w  m o t i o n

incredible urge to draw
falling in love's hearts 
that must die 
i can't tell you
i love you 
but i do