rotating thoughts in head.. always leading back to the same thing.. dad is in the hospital. i forget sometimes, and think that a car pulling in or driving by will be him, home from work. he will be in the hospital for the rest of the week, more or less. he had a heart attack
this morning. there has been little sleep around this place.. i have quite a bit of stuff to write, i just am a little too tired to write now.
things: home video
watching, talking to aunt liz, other stuff to mention when i am less exhausted.