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Oh, Poo
No sooner do I decide to write a happy daylog and complain about my angst filled nodes (yesterday's to be exact) than I wake up with a massive attack of agorophobia
It may be hard to explain agorophobia to someone who hasn't suffered from it. Imagine the anxiety before going for a job interview plus taking an exam plus getting married plus watching a loved one have open heart surgery...
Today, I felt that when I tried to open my front door. I couldn't breathe, and walking down my front steps was out of the question. I plucked up enough courage to phone in sick today, citing a migraine as the reason. It's very silly running around and closing the curtains because you don't want to see outside.
The E2 London Picnic is slowly taking shape; personally, I can't wait to meet some of these noder-dudes :-) (It's strange, but I feel more relaxed about taking a train up to London and meeting up with a load of "strangers", than I do about going shopping or getting to work...