Oh, look! Anpther beautiful morning with which I can share my love and joy of life with ALL you wonderful noders!

I kiss you!
I kiss you again!

Oh how wonderful it is just to be alive and kicking it. Why EDB, you look hungry! Why yes, you may certainly chew on my arm! Klaproth? Do you need some lovin' too? Here, have my defunct write ups. thefez is feeling down? Well let's get him a nice new monkey.

/me ralphs.

Gotta love sarcasm for something. My life sucks, as you could as well have guessed. I cannot hang out with friends in groups larger than four or I become miserable. And on New Year's, I did just that. I don't know what it is about freiends. But they piss me off. I know I have a mental illness (for lack of better term) of somesort that causes me to want social activity, yet fear and withdraw from it at the same time. I hate this complex of mine.

But then, with out it, I wouldn't be who I am now.

I need to break out of this shell. Any advice?