If you are truly asking how I am and how I behave, I can say without a doubt that you won't be able to recognize me. The changes I have made for the past 9 months have been for the better - and this is without your help. I've come to realize that both of us didn't know any better. And it seems that although you changed your life by changing your associations with certain people, it still hasn't made enough of an impact to truly change you for the better.
Just keep looking at the past, for that is all you will know.
To a person that still owes me a load of money, I wish you the best of luck.