I'm feeling hostile today. The pain isn't all that bad, but I am uncomfortable.

No pain killers. No pills of any kind. I need a clear head today. I must stay focused. So much to do. I must be prepared and must stay prepared.

I didn't fight to get this far to give in or give up now. Hell no.

I will fight and I will win.

It's real pain now. Time to get busy. Time to get to work. The best medicine for me is to concentrate.

My mind is the only thing I have control over.

Time to sign off for the night. I had to take the pills, but I did get some work done.

I love E2. It helps me. I love the place and the people I've met here are so helpful and so nice to me.

Goodnight E2.