Ok, so I got back from a date a few nights ago and, as is my habit, checked my email.

One email. An email from the girl who dumped me flat a little over a year ago. Subject: I wish it was. Body: last september.

...where we could lose ourselves in crowds everyday. First line from a song I considered ours for a long, long time, by a man I desperately want to be.

One line from a song that sould refer to anything at all, a line I nevertheless assume can only be about one. She was always a fan of...ambiguity. And I was THIS close to being over her. Or maybe not.

So...what the fuck do I do now?