I cannot find the right words to tell her this (poetry)

There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how	Call her up, tell her how love is not a question.	When I tell stories about you I have to use my hands	a love letter expressly meant for your eyes only
We dropped the globe, denting an already troubled Africa	Splinters from a Scrabble board	We only get one chance at life, sweetness, this is mine	I look for your face in every crowd
Just a little bit sometimes of forever	couch with Anna	Talk to Her	Because I couldn't
One toot on this whistle will take you to a far away land!	Take me from home	Someone takes care of me and I squirm like I'm caught in a lie	Seems I might have stolen the blue part of her rainbow, but all I really did was make it bigger, a way bigger blue
When the words stop working	Sometimes, I need this.	The weather is here, wish you were beautiful	I am many things, but I am not that strong
The cigarette between your fingers seems to be burning slower than normal.	He takes the light switch between two fingers, wishing for a chain to pull	she does not know how much I need this	Wanting to shut up forever