my
fingertip pinpricks on spindles and
untimely burgundy deflation
left me fallen back in the pulchritude so diaphanous and with
dislocated seams
my
wrought irony crown askew and I'm displeasingly faithless to absolutes
I've pulled you out of me and
for better or worse I'm through
evicted constricting wispy tendrils and wire filaments of allegiance
I wash my hands of
abominable lures and kidnapped distance both
pray, tell me why but only when I've been blurred by those barbiturates
slumped with a ragdoll
wink and drink in hand
and everyone would know that it was you who said so
we came of
distorted virulence and I relish being ghastly in the ice without it
cough up as many
pearls as you can, sputtering vice awhile longer
eat me, drink me! exponential
mutability just delays the screaming queen
I'd love to
walk out on your cavernous grievances,
have my cake and eat it too,
to relinquish the truth stretched on the
bed of nails next to me repulsively
dying would be a lightheaded getaway but I always come back again
I'll just rest inoculated with my
composure of merciful
defiance and cold skin
besides, the
sky just came down on me and I stayed
unbelievably calm
I just thought you should know that I am counteracting the
severance well
I love and
hate you unheard of together in blood
it diffuses across the
soured repentance and carnival mirrors
almost enough for graceful
rosary repertoire for one so in the dark
I have a springtime revival and
resuscitated temperance waiting
to your
propositioning and forsworn mortality
as if we hadn't already
irked dawn enough before