17:12
Well, My plans for the
trip to
Tokyo are practically
destroyed.
I should've seen this coming a mile away, though. I tried to be
very negative with my
estimation of the next 8 months'
salary. But once again, the
company has
gleefully kicked me in the
nuts.
There are two possibilities: either I live like a
monk for the following year in order to save the needed
$$$, or just
forget the whole damn trip and spend the
miniscule pay on everyday
stuff. The latter would of course be the
obvious choice. Why live like a
broke person for a year just to spend a week or two somewhere else as a
tourist? It's
insane, right?
Still, I'd like to give it a
shot. My
vital living expenses are almost
non-existent (the single good thing about living with
parents), and do I really need any extra
crap to make
the state of my bedroom worse?
This is something I need to
think about. A short
experience with
memories that last a
lifetime, or a
year of
convenience and
spending?
I signed my first
NDA today. Damn, this
restricts my
power to complain about my crummy
job, or at least forces me to be less
specific in my
whinings. Not that a low-level worked like myself would even have
access to
secrets that could
damage my
employer. Especially since I'm moving to work in the
kitchen starting tomorrow. It's a long story. No, they didn't put me there to
wash the
dishes.
While having
lunch at a local
pizza/
kebab place with some coworkers, I overheard a
conversation between two guys sitting in the next
table, looking like they came straight out of the Wannabe-Tough-Guy-Catalogue™. One of them kept complaining about the people in the
social security office treating him like a
bum instead of
"just giving him his fucking money". When he started voicing his
observations about how the guys in the next table (typical
lukio students) looked like
"a bunch of faggots", I decided to turn my
attention elsewhere.
People like this make me feel so
stupid for complaining about my poor
wages etc. At least I am doing something
worthwhile, instead of
loitering around, looking like a
criminal and calling everybody
not dressed up like a
neo-nazi a
faggot.
Sheesh.
Wait a minute.. What am I still doing here? Gotta get out of the (otherwise empty)
office to meet my
friend.
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