Depressed again.
Stumbled upon old pictures last night while moving my
computer. My
ex-girlfriend and I. It's been almost a year now, since
she told me she didn't want me anymore. After I found the pictures, I couldn't sleep. I even went out and bought a pack of
cigarettes. My first pack in four months. I drove around in the rain for hours
until I could sleep, and today, I just want to stay in bed. Classes all day, though, so I can't.
I feel like
my time is wasted here. I don't know what these
classes are doing for me, except
killing time. They don't seem to be leading anywhere, and I just feel like I'm
lost.
There used to be a time when I was
normal.
I just want it to be like it was.