The first time I met you I…
I didn't think about
you.
The first time I met you I…
I tried to
mesmerise.
The first time I met you I…
Was
achingly lonely.
You stood on my doorstep.
Nervous
Excited
YoungAnd I…
I let you in and we…
We ate… chicken
And exchanged
loaded glancesAnd you…
You drove me in
your car and I…
I choked with
excitementQuivered with want
And didn't see
you at all.
We met your friends and I…
I brushed myself against you
And pressed against your
legAnd relished your
confusionYour
innocenceYour
youthAnd you…
You took me home and I…
I
asked you in for coffeeAnd I …
I sat before you on my floor
And I…
I wanted you.
Or I wanted you to want me.
And I…
I watched your
mouth and I…
I watched your excitement rise
And do battle with your
nerves.
And I…
I watched the
coffee spill
As you shifted uncomfortably
In my chair
And I…
I knew you were leavingSo I…
Stepped up to you
Reached out for you
Pulled you close
And I…
I kissed you.
And I…
I felt you turn
Sharply, sharply
So your hardness wouldn't press against me
And I…
Filled with want I…
Exploding with desire I…
Burning I…
Saw you at last.
And I…
I think I loved you.
And I…
I let go your lapels
And I…
And I…
And I…
I let you leave.