We cut the cord on our tv last night, it was swift and easy and I will be ashamed later when I am in a bad mood because that was a stupid thing to do. it wasnt. it seemed a good way to start the new year and a good way to force myself not to buy the playstation 2. I cant let myself get so distracted this year. I cant fall for the lie of leisure time. I can't work to play. cause fuck that. fuck that. I must work to finance my dreams and when I am not working I must do the grunt work for those dreams. Thats all there is to it. I know I cant be to hard on myself and that its ok to go out and hang out with friends and go to clubs but if I know that I am not satisfied by those distractions why keep going? Because its what I know and its whats easy but it is the path of the common and the bored and I want huge statues built in my honor,., with a plaque signed by all the leaders of the world thanking me for elevating human consciousness. I want to make everyone psychic. I want to create the physical manisfestations of the universal mind.