Febuary 24th is now over in my country and i am feeling annoyed, I would like to be able to node i find that school work is best done at 4am when my brain doesn't have a thirst for knowledge, but i cannot. The only reason i can find for this is because i am a stupid-geek. There is nothing i can say about this node other than i wish my parents weren't here because then i could stay up all night and not be nagged to death at 4am when my dad finds me awake.
Yesterday I did some a-level coursework because it has to be done. I also learnt a little bit about synthesizers due to someone i know telling me to learn about them.
true love waits
Have you been assigned your number yet?
It's Dark
It's Misty
It's Mysterious
It's Lurking
It's infectious
It's crawling
It's around every corner
It's night
Why can't I be good?
Why does she want to give something to me?
But not give anything back
Why can't i be good?
I wish i was better
YOU ARE SO FUCKING SPECIAL
why waste it on me?
some of this was an extract from the book i am making for the person i love, when i find them.