I feel it in my fingers i feel it in my toes...
This is, as most of you
music nazis and
all-purpose geeks know, the
first line from
love is all around by i don't remember who, but *not*
Wet Wet Wet.
I
feel something else
right now,
it's everywhere i go to
I feel,
reading day logs,
looking at my
friends, reading
e-mails from a fellow
noder who'll stay
unnamed for
privacy issues, that
history is repeating itself. In the long run, it does, we all know this. But
right here, right now same
things are happening to
people.
My
life looks like a
farce. After i finally managed to get over my
ex-girlfriend, C., my
best friend fell in
love with a
girl who
technically loves him, too, but can not
manage to
show her feelings toweards him 'cause she's
afraid of losing her freedom, my friend S. has the same
problem with his ex, K..
So he just tries to stay in
contact, to
hide his feelings, to
be a good friend, to
wait for his chance. AND he is
suffering like i did the
year i did the same with C..
Another friend of mine, M..
Other girl - same story. Only change is that the
both love each other and are
both too
shy to make the
first step.
I started dreaming of C. again.
Yeah, and then there was this
day log by
Chihuahua Grub today. It remembered me of a
good friend of mine i had sex with
two years ago.
It was 20 years ago today...
She
kicked me out of her
flat next morning and i haven't heard from her since then.
My life is a stereo