I normally don't do this... but...

screw it.

It's my birthday. My 24th fucking birthday. And I feel old.

I don't even know why I feel old. I'm young, I still have an active sex life, I still love everything about how I deal with life... except I don't.

I learn things too quickly. I grasp concepts anywhere between 3 and 10 years before I'm supposed to. I understand far too much of the universe that I'm finding myself living in (which, arguably, is not necessarily the same as the universe that you, the reader, live in), and I'm wondering what more I'll be exposed to, what more I can learn.

I feel old, dammit. And I don't know what I lost, I don't know what I gained, that I don't feel young.