Even though I've had a good week, I'm the most confused and unfocused I've ever been in my 26 years of life. The reason? My insecurity
. Even with E2 back online I've found little in here to console me. All kinds of questions are flying through my head (please, make the voices stop
) - like, "is this relationship working", "does she love me", "blah blah blaaaah blah - another annoyingly pathetic question fueled by my poisoned mind". Grr. Why does insecurity suck so much!? I have no idea why I'm having such a rough time of it. Something to do with my girlfriend
but I'm so fog
ged up at the moment I can't see what's in front of me. I even cried. Jeez...
I'd be interested to hear from fellow noders - if I get some good ideas/opinions/feedback then I'll make a serious entry into insecure/insecurity