I am at peace
with this. I am saddened, and these are dark days but short ones
. Maybe there will be another time
, and maybe there will not. But I accept this.
I crawl away to let a too-eager heart fall asleep and regain its strength.
I never got it till now, now when I am once again one face of many, if not quite one girl in billions in billions
. I got a little closer than that. I take some time. I fall away.
I heal and I love
. Loving is good, no matter what happens.
I think I'm going to miss him, if not as much as I do now
comes when you need it, and you are surprised by where it comes from. But it comes. It does. No one is alone