It's five to midnight.
I'm on the verge of losing my job.

If I don't start improving the quality of my translations, If I don't stop using machine translators to help me do my work, if I don't get some enthusiasm for the automotive industry, if I don't wise up - I'm gonna get fired.

Part of me wants to get fired, I don't even like this job that much. For 23k a year it's just not worth it.

Still I need this job. I need it in order to stay in Germany, which I need to do because of Anna my girlfriend who lives here and rocks my world.

So it's clear. I gotta buckle down and get jiggy with it. I gotta get into the groove and get my automotive german on.

Otherwise it's time to move back to America and start over.