Imagine waking up every night terrorized by things which become imperceptible the instant you awake. The feeling that you're becoming horribly detached from yourself and from everyone else. Your heartbeat becomes more erratic day by day, pain arcs through your back and lungs; you feel like you're bleeding internally - and who knows, maybe you are bleeding internally. The beams upon which you've built yourself slowly twist and fatigue from overuse and disrepair. You're caught in a feedback loop of physical and psychological degradation. Welcome to depravity, population: you.