I suppose this would be the most obscure, secluded spot on the internet I can leave my footprints on.
I hate myself. I'm such an emotional wreck, drenched with every possible degree of depression ever. I am emotional about every damn thing and person. JUST HOW CAN I STEEL MYSELF FROM ALL THESE
EMOTIONS?!! I hate being human. I'd rather be a cow.
Noding is so hard. This isn't even considered as a proper node. Day logging is hard. So is blogging.
Letter to You
Dear You,
You might never in your life chance upon this letter because I know you'll never bother visiting my e2 lest my blog or anything that concerns me, but I'd like to address this to you anyway.
I know I'm unloveable, you don't have to tell me.
For message received - loud and clear.
Loud and clear - message received.
I don't have much in my life but take it, it's yours
I wear Black on the outside'cause Black is how I feel on the inside.
I wear Black on the outside 'cause Black is how I feel on the inside.
And if I seem a little strange well, that's because I am.
If I seem a little strange that's because I am
But I know that you would like me if only you could see me, if only you could meet me.
I'm sorry I'm being a crazy piece of shit. I'm sorry I'm such an insecure needy prick. I'm sorry I'll never be able to match up to you because you're just too smart, just too good for me.
So, goodbye
Please stay with your own kind
And I'll stay with mine
There's something against us
It's not time
It's not time
So, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye